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*dkami:icondkami:

David Kamikaze  
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Zombie - I feel so dead inside.

Journal Entry: Sun Jan 27, 2008, 8:36 AM
Well, it's kinda funny. You get that little ray of hope, that glimpse at a silver lining.

Then whoosh. The rug under your feet is swept away.

It's kinda funny though. I never actually thought I'd feel like this, I kinda hoped I'd react pretty well. "It won't kill me." Maybe it won't, but everything I'm on now makes me feel like I'm dead or dying.

Case in point - it's doing my head in. Every week I go shopping, use my card. PIN number in, paid. Usually same lady on the tills. Thankfully this time it was, because I had a complete blank moment. I couldn't think straight, and couldn't remember my PIN. Thankfully, gramps was on hand with his card and he (for once!) remembered his.

...

There's much more to come. All I've been doing the past couple weeks is writing. As I feel worse, I write more. Not all of it is stuff I want to share, but will put up some choice moments.

It won't kill me. I know this. But it's making me feel dead inside and that's never a good thing.

  • Mood: Confused

Friends

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Devious Information

  • Current Age: 25
  • Current Residence: UK
  • Interests: Too many to list
  • Favourite movie: Alien
  • Favourite band or musician: REM
  • Favourite genre of music: I'll listen to anything within reason.
  • Favourite poet or writer: William Blake, Seamus Heaney, William Wordsworth and of course, Shakespeare
  • Favourite style of art: Poetry, Prose
  • Favourite game: Resident Evil 3
  • Favourite gaming platform: Gamecube
  • Favourite cartoon character: Roadrunner
  • Personal Quote: Nothing left to lose. But still so little to gain.
  • Tools of the Trade: My mind, my life, my imagination...

Devious Comments

*dkami:icondkami: Sep 5, 2007, 1:17:01 PM
Greetings, and hi, sorry about the time it's taken to get back to you (yeah, I'm slow!). I'm doing good thanks, and thanks for dropping by my dark corner of dA!
~Writers-Ink:iconWriters-Ink: Aug 27, 2007, 7:00:31 AM
Hello Fellow Deviant artist :)

We are Writers-Ink and we are a club for writers, to share and read the awesome poetry and prose of other authors amongst this community :)
would you like to join us?
Please feel free to have a squizz of our page and send us a note if you'd like to join :)

Thanks !
-Writers-Ink
!Unluckycharm6:iconUnluckycharm6: Aug 14, 2007, 7:42:32 PM
hello, how are you? :)

--
Writing is like prostitution. First you do it for love, and then for a few close friends, and finally for money.
*dkami:icondkami: Feb 9, 2007, 9:20:01 AM
Yup, moved on. Taking a bit of time, had some problems to deal with but getting things together again... life comes first, after all.
~GearMoto:iconGearMoto: Jan 26, 2007, 5:15:38 PM
Heh...hey, long time no see Kami. I was wondering what happened to your site kamisoft, but I see you've been designing a new one.
*dkami:icondkami: Jan 16, 2007, 9:00:54 AM
Thank you. I think it is sometimes easier to vent literally than be confrontational... can debate if that is good or bad another time I suppose.
~Kaywaii:iconKaywaii: Jan 13, 2007, 12:44:14 PM
woww!!! ur poetry is amazingg!! its very emotional and very captivating!! =D

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I’m bringing sexy back...;P
Dirty babe, you see these shackles baby
I’m your slavee,
Ill let you whip me if I misbehave
It’s just that no one makes me feel this way.
*dkami:icondkami: Sep 2, 2006, 4:56:16 PM
You're very welcome. :hug:
=saffyre-onyx:iconsaffyre-onyx: Sep 2, 2006, 4:51:53 PM
:cuddle: Thank you for the fave, hon. :D

--
My pen is foreign to the paper,
And I carve words clumsily,
Like a pianist whose fingers
Are too big for the ivory keys.

-From The Intruder

~Aimee~
*dkami:icondkami: Aug 7, 2006, 8:10:43 AM
Hey hey! :hug: right back atcha!

Random hugs all round!
=saffyre-onyx:iconsaffyre-onyx: Aug 6, 2006, 9:38:20 AM
:cuddle:

--
My pen is foreign to the paper,
And I carve words clumsily,
Like a pianist whose fingers
Are too big for the ivory keys.

-From The Intruder

~Aimee~
~onewithdarkness:icononewithdarkness: Jul 13, 2006, 10:30:58 PM
thansk for teh comment, brilliant.

--
an eye for an eye makes the whole world blind, but i see no fault in taking vengeance for kindness..
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O'er the meadow a willow dost cry, come hither and wither a mortal does die
from flesh and bone, blood to soil, a fl
*dkami:icondkami: Apr 19, 2006, 8:23:11 AM
Hi hi akx! Thanks for the watch.

(/cheer)
~akx:iconakx: Apr 19, 2006, 7:15:01 AM
Have to watch a friendly tauren.
*dkami:icondkami: Apr 16, 2006, 5:57:33 PM
I'm doing better. Needed to recharge the batteries inside for a while, hard to write when words seem so jumbled inside your head.

Hope you're doing well too. And Mother Moon was fabulous, loved it. :hug:
=saffyre-onyx:iconsaffyre-onyx: Apr 8, 2006, 3:38:54 PM
Thanks so much for the fave on "Mother Moon," sweetie. *cuddles you to death*

I hope you're doing alright. :hug: :smooch:

:rose:
~Aimee~

--
My pen is foreign to the paper,
And I carve words clumsily,
Like a pianist whose fingers
Are too big for the ivory keys.

-From The Intruder

~Aimee~
*DevinRichard:iconDevinRichard: Mar 31, 2006, 6:22:11 PM
Thank you my new friend in the UK. Check out my new poems and tell me what you think.
*dkami:icondkami: Mar 30, 2006, 8:42:45 AM
Not a problem, will be keeping an eye out for more. ^^
*Mildy:iconMildy: Mar 30, 2006, 8:39:51 AM
thanks for your comment :)

--
Mary
=saffyre-onyx:iconsaffyre-onyx: Mar 20, 2006, 10:01:15 AM
:cuddle: :glomp: :)

--
My pen is foreign to the paper,
And I carve words clumsily,
Like a pianist whose fingers
Are too big for the ivory keys.

-From The Intruder

~Aimee~
*dkami:icondkami: Mar 16, 2006, 5:16:00 PM
Aww...

Come get your :hug:!
=saffyre-onyx:iconsaffyre-onyx: Mar 15, 2006, 10:08:41 AM
:D I'm still alive and well...
Hmm... not really well. I'm currently in a lot of pain, actually, but I'll make it. :glomp:

--
My pen is foreign to the paper,
And I carve words clumsily,
Like a pianist whose fingers
Are too big for the ivory keys.

-From The Intruder

~Aimee~
*dkami:icondkami: Mar 13, 2006, 4:51:53 PM
Random affection! Yay! :hug:

I'm doing OK today. Hope all is well with you too!
=saffyre-onyx:iconsaffyre-onyx: Mar 13, 2006, 12:14:49 PM
:cuddle: :glomp: :hug: :dance: Random affection. :D :petting:

I hope all is well for you, dear.

:rose:
~Aimee~

--
My pen is foreign to the paper,
And I carve words clumsily,
Like a pianist whose fingers
Are too big for the ivory keys.

-From The Intruder

~Aimee~
=saffyre-onyx:iconsaffyre-onyx: Mar 7, 2006, 9:42:29 AM
:) :hug:

--
My pen is foreign to the paper,
And I carve words clumsily,
Like a pianist whose fingers
Are too big for the ivory keys.

-From The Intruder

~Aimee~