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*dkami:icondkami:

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Simple Fantasy

It's not quite how I planned...  Why won't you lend a hand?   
Why try to do the impossible?  Since no-one cares at all  And no-one should give a damn.  It's not that I do not want to try,  It's just when you run and hide  I feel like it's all a great big scam.   
These eyes, once so bright and full of life,  Are now filled with hate and strife  And my visions decome still darker.  My words, they now hold no meaning at all.  My pride is my downfall  And I have nowhere to set down my marker.   
I dream of a simple fantasy.  Can't see the wood from the tre

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Rachel
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ZombieEveryone laughs once in a while.  I've forgotten the sound,  It's seems so hostile.  My eyes have dried up,  No feeling inside.  I try to hold on  But I've already died.   
Where time holds no sway on me,  The corruption brings me to my knees  And I can't find that distant light.  This is so wrong,  It feels so right  To me.   
Everyone around me bursts into smiles.  It's pitiful really,  It's just not worthwhile.  I'd try to pretend  That I'm still alive  But deep down I'm not  Since hope is contrived.   
Where life holds no mor Zombie
in Fixed on 1/27/08
RedemptionYou tried to save me from the dark,  But the shadows took you whole.  Can you forgive me  For putting you in the line of fire?  I didn't think so.   
I tried to save you from myself.  You walked in so blindly,  Nothing was spoken  But a thousand words were said that day.  I had to lose you  To chase my demons away.   
Couldn't hold back all the walls  That held the forces inside at bay.  It was so easy  To give up and let them consume you whole.  Guess it was out of my control.   
I tried to stop you coming in,  You trusted me so much  Lov Redemption
in Open on 1/3/08
Do I Have To Be Dying?
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Look in the MirrorI am the one they turned their backs on.   
They all walked away.   
They left me here in my corner alone and friendless.   
Many pass by but they do not fill the void.   
I hate their stares of pity.   
Some take interest in me, curled up in my corner.   
My pen and paper in hand.   
I see society slip by in this way.   
Never stopping they are, always moving on.   
Flowing through my fingers like a hand full of sand.   
Nothing can fill the void.   
For eternity I have sat here.   
I watch now as though I am not human. &nb Look in the Mirror
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Untitledas the light eases  and the silence dims  strain never ceases  while two strive on faded rims  thoughts hidden by guise  liquid as they drip  the burning of my eyes  the distance of their grip  inexorable as they grind  erosion of the soul  in the passing of my mind  apprehension of control  evanescence of time  complications of desire  impulses to supress  wallowing in the mire  fretting to impress  the silence of the flames  sentiments that consume  forever will they maim Untitled
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Zombie - I feel so dead inside.

Journal Entry: Sun Jan 27, 2008, 8:36 AM
Well, it's kinda funny. You get that little ray of hope, that glimpse at a silver lining.

Then whoosh. The rug under your feet is swept away.

It's kinda funny though. I never actually thought I'd feel like this, I kinda hoped I'd react pretty well. "It won't kill me." Maybe it won't, but everything I'm on now makes me feel like I'm dead or dying.

Case in point - it's doing my head in. Every week I go shopping, use my card. PIN number in, paid. Usually same lady on the tills. Thankfully this time it was, because I had a complete blank moment. I couldn't think straight, and couldn't remember my PIN. Thankfully, gramps was on hand with his card and he (for once!) remembered his.

...

There's much more to come. All I've been doing the past couple weeks is writing. As I feel worse, I write more. Not all of it is stuff I want to share, but will put up some choice moments.

It won't kill me. I know this. But it's making me feel dead inside and that's never a good thing.

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Devious Information

  • Current Age: 25
  • Current Residence: UK
  • Interests: Too many to list
  • Favourite movie: Alien
  • Favourite band or musician: REM
  • Favourite genre of music: I'll listen to anything within reason.
  • Favourite poet or writer: William Blake, Seamus Heaney, William Wordsworth and of course, Shakespeare
  • Favourite style of art: Poetry, Prose
  • Favourite game: Resident Evil 3
  • Favourite gaming platform: Gamecube
  • Favourite cartoon character: Roadrunner
  • Personal Quote: Nothing left to lose. But still so little to gain.
  • Tools of the Trade: My mind, my life, my imagination...

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*dkami:icondkami: Sep 5, 2007, 1:17:01 PM
Greetings, and hi, sorry about the time it's taken to get back to you (yeah, I'm slow!). I'm doing good thanks, and thanks for dropping by my dark corner of dA!
~Writers-Ink:iconWriters-Ink: Aug 27, 2007, 7:00:31 AM
Hello Fellow Deviant artist :)

We are Writers-Ink and we are a club for writers, to share and read the awesome poetry and prose of other authors amongst this community :)
would you like to join us?
Please feel free to have a squizz of our page and send us a note if you'd like to join :)

Thanks !
-Writers-Ink
!Unluckycharm6:iconUnluckycharm6: Aug 14, 2007, 7:42:32 PM
hello, how are you? :)

--
Writing is like prostitution. First you do it for love, and then for a few close friends, and finally for money.
*dkami:icondkami: Feb 9, 2007, 9:20:01 AM
Yup, moved on. Taking a bit of time, had some problems to deal with but getting things together again... life comes first, after all.
~GearMoto:iconGearMoto: Jan 26, 2007, 5:15:38 PM
Heh...hey, long time no see Kami. I was wondering what happened to your site kamisoft, but I see you've been designing a new one.
*dkami:icondkami: Jan 16, 2007, 9:00:54 AM
Thank you. I think it is sometimes easier to vent literally than be confrontational... can debate if that is good or bad another time I suppose.
~Kaywaii:iconKaywaii: Jan 13, 2007, 12:44:14 PM
woww!!! ur poetry is amazingg!! its very emotional and very captivating!! =D

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I’m bringing sexy back...;P
Dirty babe, you see these shackles baby
I’m your slavee,
Ill let you whip me if I misbehave
It’s just that no one makes me feel this way.
*dkami:icondkami: Sep 2, 2006, 4:56:16 PM
You're very welcome. :hug:
=saffyre-onyx:iconsaffyre-onyx: Sep 2, 2006, 4:51:53 PM
:cuddle: Thank you for the fave, hon. :D

--
My pen is foreign to the paper,
And I carve words clumsily,
Like a pianist whose fingers
Are too big for the ivory keys.
-From The Intruder

~Aimee~
*dkami:icondkami: Aug 7, 2006, 8:10:43 AM
Hey hey! :hug: right back atcha!

Random hugs all round!
=saffyre-onyx:iconsaffyre-onyx: Aug 6, 2006, 9:38:20 AM
:cuddle:

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My pen is foreign to the paper,
And I carve words clumsily,
Like a pianist whose fingers
Are too big for the ivory keys.
-From The Intruder

~Aimee~
~onewithdarkness:icononewithdarkness: Jul 13, 2006, 10:30:58 PM
thansk for teh comment, brilliant.

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an eye for an eye makes the whole world blind, but i see no fault in taking vengeance for kindness..
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O'er the meadow a willow dost cry, come hither and wither a mortal does die
from flesh and bone, blood to soil, a fl
*dkami:icondkami: Apr 19, 2006, 8:23:11 AM
Hi hi akx! Thanks for the watch.

(/cheer)
~akx:iconakx: Apr 19, 2006, 7:15:01 AM
Have to watch a friendly tauren.
*dkami:icondkami: Apr 16, 2006, 5:57:33 PM
I'm doing better. Needed to recharge the batteries inside for a while, hard to write when words seem so jumbled inside your head.

Hope you're doing well too. And Mother Moon was fabulous, loved it. :hug:
=saffyre-onyx:iconsaffyre-onyx: Apr 8, 2006, 3:38:54 PM
Thanks so much for the fave on "Mother Moon," sweetie. *cuddles you to death*

I hope you're doing alright. :hug: :smooch:

:rose:
~Aimee~

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My pen is foreign to the paper,
And I carve words clumsily,
Like a pianist whose fingers
Are too big for the ivory keys.
-From The Intruder

~Aimee~
*DevinRichard:iconDevinRichard: Mar 31, 2006, 6:22:11 PM
Thank you my new friend in the UK. Check out my new poems and tell me what you think.
*dkami:icondkami: Mar 30, 2006, 8:42:45 AM
Not a problem, will be keeping an eye out for more. ^^
*Mildy:iconMildy: Mar 30, 2006, 8:39:51 AM
thanks for your comment :)

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Mary
=saffyre-onyx:iconsaffyre-onyx: Mar 20, 2006, 10:01:15 AM
:cuddle: :glomp: :)

--
My pen is foreign to the paper,
And I carve words clumsily,
Like a pianist whose fingers
Are too big for the ivory keys.
-From The Intruder

~Aimee~
*dkami:icondkami: Mar 16, 2006, 5:16:00 PM
Aww...

Come get your :hug:!
=saffyre-onyx:iconsaffyre-onyx: Mar 15, 2006, 10:08:41 AM
:D I'm still alive and well...
Hmm... not really well. I'm currently in a lot of pain, actually, but I'll make it. :glomp:

--
My pen is foreign to the paper,
And I carve words clumsily,
Like a pianist whose fingers
Are too big for the ivory keys.
-From The Intruder

~Aimee~
*dkami:icondkami: Mar 13, 2006, 4:51:53 PM
Random affection! Yay! :hug:

I'm doing OK today. Hope all is well with you too!
=saffyre-onyx:iconsaffyre-onyx: Mar 13, 2006, 12:14:49 PM
:cuddle: :glomp: :hug: :dance: Random affection. :D :petting:

I hope all is well for you, dear.

:rose:
~Aimee~

--
My pen is foreign to the paper,
And I carve words clumsily,
Like a pianist whose fingers
Are too big for the ivory keys.
-From The Intruder

~Aimee~
=saffyre-onyx:iconsaffyre-onyx: Mar 7, 2006, 9:42:29 AM
:) :hug:

--
My pen is foreign to the paper,
And I carve words clumsily,
Like a pianist whose fingers
Are too big for the ivory keys.
-From The Intruder

~Aimee~
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